My baby's all grown up!

I debated so long and hard about whether or not to send Hannah to preschool this year or not. She didn't
need it and I love being home with her so I was fairly adamant about not sending her.
Then, I started thinking about my responsibilities with FaithQuest (program at church), the baby coming, and Hannah just being a little bored at home. Caleb and I decided that Hannah would probably love it (especially the socialization). And...she does!
She has already met several new little friends that she talks about and I'm starting to get to know the other mommies a little better. It will be nice to get to know some families in Brighton since most of our acquaintances are from a neighboring town where our church is. There are two other pregnant mommies so hopefully we can be of help to each other through the year, especially once the babies are born!
Although I do think about Hannah a lot while she's at preschool, it hasn't been difficult to adjust to the couple of hours I get to myself twice a week. Since Hannah stopped napping at age 2 I had forgotten how much one can accomplish with a little bit of kid-free time. Our house hasn't been this clean in at least a year, I have been able to work ahead just a bit on Faith Quest, and it's been much easier to just keep up with the clutter, dishes, laundry, etc.
I thought that I would struggle with guilt and cry a river the first few weeks, but the peace that I feel is wonderful. I trust the teachers that are caring for her and I love the fact that it is in a church so that everything Hannah is learning and experiencing right now is through a Christian worldview.
I feel that part of my job as a stay-at-home mom is keeping up with domestic responsibilities. In the back of my mind I always feel so guilty that the house isn't kept the way I feel it should be. These few hours have allowed me to gain a little control over this. I've even had time to organize the tupperware cabinet and clean out a closet!
I also feel like I'm able to be a better mommy when Hannah IS here because I can get all of the "chores" done when she isn't here instead of barking at her to give me a few minutes to switch the laundry or empty the dishwasher. I find that I can accomplish much more and more quickly during these few hours when she is at preschool so I actually feel like I have more QUALITY time with Hannah because I know I will have that time set aside to do "stuff" later.
Anyways, we definitely made the right decision. Hannah looks forward to preschool and has already had several experiences that I couldn't have provided with her, namely, the BubbleMan! LOL We're looking forward to visiting the apple orchard next week with our new friends!